IN THE MEDIA
|A men's breast cancer support group meets at Denny's restaurant in Corte Madera, Calif. When his wife was diagnosed with breast cancer, Woody Weingarten, left, restructured the group for men whose wives were also dealing with cancer. From left are Weingarten, Edward Marson, Marv Edelstein, John Teasley, Dan Goltz, Don Violin, Heinz Feldman. (IJ photo/Frankie Frost)
Man to Man Helps Men Whose Partners Have Breast Cancer
By Vicki Larson
Marin Independent Journal
WOODY WEINGARTEN'S wife has been clear of breast cancer for some 17 years.
But that hasn't stopped the San Anselmo resident from heading to Denny's in Corte Madera every Wednesday morning to be present and available for men whose partners are dealing with challenges he knows all too well.
"Men play the macho game all the time. They think they can fix everything. Breast cancer is not something they can fix, and the emotional impact both on the partner and the male is also something that's not that fixable," says Weingarten of the need for Man to Man, a drop-in men's support group now in its 20th year.
The group gave the retired journalist a safe place to unload his emotions as well as learn from others. It's still doing that today. There's no agenda, no dues, no requirements, no facilitator. Just men helping men.
Members talk about whatever's on their mind, from issues related to their partner's cancer to everything but that. Still, when a new member arrives, the men gear the meetings toward whatever questions he has and whatever kind of support he needs.
|Woody Weingarten (left) talks at Man to Man, a support group for men whose partners have breast cancer as Edward Marson listens. (IJ photo/Frankie Frost
||"If they want to talk about treatments, we'll talk about treatments. If they want to talk about fear, we'll talk about fear. If they want to talk about emotional upheaval, we'll talk about that. If they want to talk about how they've tried to be a good partner but their wives are rejecting that and they don't want closeness, we'll talk about that," says Weingarten, 75, who serves as the group's chairman.
The members have lived through it all standing by their partner — lumpectomies, mastectomies, radiation, chemo, hair loss.
Some men show up when their partners are first diagnosed. Some come even though their partners survived cancer years ago. Some come while their partners are dying. Some come after a partner's death.
The group has morphed over the years.
When former Marin resident Bill Bowersock started it, the group met sporadically.
Since Weingarten became the point man 18 years ago, the group meets weekly for 1½ hours. It's had anywhere from 13 members to as few as three; currently, there are nine.
|Edward Marson talks at a men's breast cancer support group at Denny's restaurant in Corte Madera, as Marv Edelstein, right, laughs. (IJ photo/Frankie Frost)
While it originally was just available for men whose partners had breast cancer, it's expanded to include men whose partners have any kind of cancer as well as men who have breast cancer themselves.
That's what bought Gerry Bourguignon to the group about a year ago. The Mill Valley resident was shocked when he was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2009. He stumbled upon Man to Man while searching for resources online and asked if he could join, in part to help educate members about what he's learned about male breast cancer. But he also discovered it was a welcoming community of men.
"The fellows are really great to talk to. They're very open," Bourguignon, 71, a retired professor, says. "It's kind of nice to have a group of guys you feel comfortable with."
For Donald Violin, who joined a little more than four weeks ago when his wife underwent a lumpectomy, the group is easing some of his fears beyond the help he and his wife get through their surgeon. He doesn't feel so alone.
"I was apprehensive, concerned, and I didn't know what was going to happen," says the 80-year-old Novato resident. "All of the men have had the same experience. It's a little different talking to somebody who's treating people opposed to someone who's experienced the problem. That's why I feel this is a really good organization."
It's often the wives who nudge their husbands into attending the group; that's what got Weingarten and Marv Edelstein, one of Man to Man's original members, to go years ago.
While the members may not be as up to speed on the latest treatments anymore, there are some things that never change, like a need to know what to expect, Edelstein, 71, notes.
"The medicine changes, but the mental aspect and frustrations of trying to keep your wife happy and help her but not cross the line and being annoying can be kind of tricky," the San Rafael resident says. "There are so many things that individuals think, 'What's wrong with my wife?' and you talk to a bunch of guys and four out of five had the same experience. It's not just your wife."
Although men can find lots of breast cancer information on websites and in online chat rooms, people can hide the truth behind the anonymity, Weingarten believes. Nothing beats sitting down with other men who know what a man's going through.
"You're looking in somebody's eyes and you know what they're feeling and saying," he says "and you know if there's a disconnect or not."
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Spouses of Breast Cancer Survivors
find a Safe
Place to Share Anxieties and Experiences
at Support Group
By Beth Ashley
IJ Senior Feature Writer
WHEN WOODY Weingarten of San Anselmo learned
that his wife had breast cancer, he was terrified. "I was
scared out of my mind," he says. "I was afraid she
But he didn't discuss his fears with wife
Nancy Fox, preoccupied with her own emotional battles.
"He kept everything to himself,"
she says, "and I needed him to do that. I was the deal.
I needed the focus to be on me."
Weingarten, nevertheless, was in dire need
of support, and a place to express his terror.
He found it in Man to Man, a support group
for men whose partners have breast cancer.
"Most men have difficulty admitting
to their need," he says. "Most men are afraid to be
open enough to share their difficulties, share their problems,
share their inability to cope."
But Weingarten jumped at the chance. "In
a crisis I usually take charge. In my work life" -- he's
managing editor of the Jewish Bulletin of Northern California
-- "I've been a boss since I was 21. But breast cancer was
a whole new experience. I couldn't fix it. I couldn't play macho
Eight years ago, when Fox was under treatment,
he showed up for a session of Man to Man. He has been attending
Although his need for support has receded
with time, his attendance "is part of what I consider 'giving
back.' I want to be there for people who have the same needs
I had. Your needs don't end, just because your partner is 'cured.'
I was still receiving long after the treatments, long after we
felt that Nancy was OK."
Man to Man, which meets every week for
breakfast, is open to men of all ages whose partners are at any
stage of the breast cancer process. Some men come although their
wives had cancer years ago. Some came though their wives were
The group was a lifesaver for Weingarten,
because it allowed him to vent his anxiety, to bond with man
in the same boat, to learn about treatments and their side effects,
and to share tales of unfeeling or ignorant medical practitioners.
"We could talk about anything," he says, "and
Fox, who composed music for children and
health organizations for years before practicing public relations
in San Francisco, discovered her own cancer in 1994 during a
routine self-check in the shower. Doctors performed
a lumpectomy, and she underwent three months of chemotherapy
and 35 sessions of radiation thereafter, supplemented by eastern
medicine at the Pine Street Clinic in San Anselmo and visualization
therapy at Marin General Hospital with Leslie Davenport.
Seven years after her last treatment, Fox
says she is healthy. But "the cancer is always with me.
I wake up in the middle of the night and ask Woody to hold me."
Every check-up brings renewed terrors.
Both she and Weingarten kept journals of
their experience, and he has used the material for a book, "Roller
Coaster," named for the up-and-down cycles of hope, panic,
uncertainty and despair. He is looking for a publisher -- both
for his book and for the musical revue, "Touching Up The
Gray," a comedy about dealing with mid-life that he and
Fox wrote together as "part of the healing process."
His book deals with breast cancer from
the male point of view. "There are 350 books out there about
breast cancer, and 349 are from the female perspective."
Research from the National Institutes of Health "is all
about the women" he says. "Men feel isolated, frustrated,
they don't know where to turn."
And despite heartening stories from others,
Weingarten says the experience of breast cancer is "a bitch."
The Man to Man group "gave me a safe place where I could
talk about my difficulties, my questions, my ignorance. It was
a place where I could be completely vulnerable and know there
would be others there who would understand."
Begun 10 years ago by Marinite Bill Bowersock,
who later moved to Nevada, the group met "on call"
for several years, but Weingarten says "enough people were
getting great benefits from it that it became weekly." The
men meet Wednesdays at 7:15 a.m. at Denny's in Corte Madera.
"A lot of wonderful friendships have
been formed," says Fox. Recently she and Weingarten entertained
the male members and their wives: "It was a good time. There
was a lot of laughter."
At breakfast meetings, Weingarten says,
"we discuss everything - the Super Bowl, car engines, our
children, the economy."
But if one of the wives has a setback,
the talk turns to coping with breast cancer.
"If a new person comes in," says
member Dan Goltz, "we just let him talk. He tells us what
he''s going through, and we've all been through it, too."
Goltz, a San Anselmo architect, joined
five years ago when his wife Carol was diagnosed, and says he
gained enormous comfort from it. "I realized (from Weingarten)
that Nancy was still alive, and that made me feel there's really
a lot of hope. I stopped planning the funeral."
Marv Edelstein of San Rafael was one of
Man to Man's original members, and says when his wife Maria was
stricken, the group was invaluable as a place where he could
express his fear or anger or frustration. "I needed to talk
to other guys. I needed to know what would happen next."
Ten years ago, he says, "there were
so many unknowns. You find yourself in a situation you never
thought would happen to you. It helps to talk. It makes it a
While the wives of many current members
had their cancers several years ago, Edelstein encourages men
whose wives are now in treatment to show up at the meetings of
Fox says she remains grateful for the help
it gave her husband."When Woody was taking care of me, he
couldn't tell me what he was going through. But I was thrilled
that he had support of his own," she says.
Weingarten and Fox say the cancer experience
changed their lives. They learned to live in the moment, to appreciate
the joys of each day. When irritations arise now, they say to
each other, like a mantra, "but at least it isn't cancer."
Fox feels that Man to Man gave her husband
the strength to be there for her. For his devotion, Fox nominated
him for an "Honor Thy Healer" award from Breast Cancer
"I don't know how women do it alone.
I am so grateful that I have had a partner," Fox says.
Weingarten feels he has gained, too. The
group helped him develop closer relationships with other men,
and "to use every moment and every opportunity to develop
that closeness with Nancy."
"My life wasn't threatened, but my
For more information about Man to Man,
a drop-in support group for men whose partners have breast cancer,
call Woody Weingarten at 459-3434, or Marv Edelstein at 457-4479.
Reprinted from the Feb. 10, 2003 IJ by
permission of the Marin Independent Journal.